The tears weren't enough.

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No one actually reads my blog so whatever. I cut myself now. Manage to cause all the swelling and the pain feels good. Aiming for blood. Buying a pen knife tmr. Fuck it
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Even the goodnights hurt cause I know you're up still talking to him more than I got :(
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Life

I feel like shit. I won't lie, I feel like just killing myself and I think I'm almost there. I feel scared but I don't intend on stopping myself from getting there. So selfish of me lol. I honestly just need someone to care. A shoulder to just let it all out on. I sound like a dramatic little bitch lol. Life.
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the 8th

Its the 8th of june 2012 :) special date. Averille's and I's 11th month anniversary.
technically, we aren't really together anymore, but its a thing :)
i love her, she HOPEFULLY loves me haha. so there is no real difference i guess?
anyways. i wanted to make a montage of pictures just showing what has lead to the right now :) <3

Our spring date last year haha. look so stupid here -.-

IF you can remember. we met this day with joyce and ele i think? :)
you look beautiful here babe ;)
 (stop puking random reader.)

you lucky girl you ;)
Christmas gift from me to you :)

ah. the fake earring i tricked you with ;) LOL. good times. we were shisha-ing with mud azmil and bunsu :)

forgot whose bday? adeline loh hahah.
for once you were camera shy -.-
PORKIES.

Spring Sugarbun.
we were acting "sexy"
yeah. im so much sexier here.

ade's bday also i think? haha
look! your old bb :P

was previously at joyce's apartment :) came down here to get picked up haha

we met someone here :P you said he cuter. i hurt. you laugh. </3

this is very recent :P remember that stupid parade that cause that shitty traffic jam?
we were forced to stay inside the car, singing along to jb's music and dancing like idiots <3

THIS took us quite a while to draw huh?
fricking up not on the ipad -.-

you were eating popcorn chicken, fries and nuggets here :P
you also drew "fuck you" on the window that had vapour on it -.-
AND
you keep messing with the people around us -.- LOL

you were at a friends party here :)
awwww. look at that face :3
picked you up with my bro cause you felt awkward and bored :P

family portrait! :D
aaron's bday.
aran! cute girl :) miss her.

sports day. the day you realise you are pretty damn good at triple jump LOL.

we played the slapping game at sports day.
dayum baby. you hit HARD o.o

came to visit you cause thats how i roll muthafucker.
aww. couple shirts :D (yuck.)

driving. we were suppose to be at prom :P

i just wanted to add this cause you look really good here babe :) <3

11.11.11.11.11 :)
glad i got to experience this once in a lifetime date with you babe.

one of our earlier dates and i already showed my perverted skills ;)
spring.

one of the best dates EVER.
at KL and it was just awesome huh? :)
roller coaster, shopping, taxi money wasting ;)
i wanna relive those moments babe.

first time you actually came to visit MY school :P
look at moh at the back. idiot. haha

we were being vain at yo crib ;)
11.11.11 time btw if you remember :P

bowling with mud azmil and bunsu :)

Interact night 2011 :)
you looked amazing in that dress and i bet you lost it -.- hahaha

JUNGLE BOY :O

interact night again.
joyce = terrible photographer

at shisha that time :) you used the ipod to take this pic haha.
well. angeline used the ipod.

most amazing date.  
stargazing <3 will never forget that moment. ever.

our vain "study session"

starbucks :) first chaverille album hahaha.

micheal's bday party :P

left early cause "someone" came. and you were bored haha.


THATS ALL. for now :) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE <3
happy 11th month anni :) 1 more to go. lets make it a year ;)

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AIM

Silver Paul rodriguez S class GOLD trucks rm 150

FKD Paul Rodriguez GOLD abec 7 bearings rm 80

Bones STF wheels rm 90




AND i dont know which deck to choose :(.

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Today

Just got home from gym and really tired @.@
wanna tell averille bout my gym day but im scared she'll go on and on bout the juliana girl -.- LOL
i only tot she was hot la ish. hahaha
parents scolded again cause i didnt go pick up my IC.
seems like they been scolding me abit too much these days lol.
WISH i could go to ave's house :/ so sien here.
this place doesnt even feel like home anymore -.- her house seems more homey.

Yesterday was eugene's bday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENE :D
best buddies *thumbs up*
big bang/big time rush *inside joke* (big bang time)
-wow fantastic baby-

Tomorrow is a really special day :) 11 months with an amazing girl <3
milestones. love it.

charles, OUT.
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